So yeah, I had a really hard day, for a lot of reasons, a few of which I'm contractually not allowed to talk about, and yes; I'm depressed about a couple of things, that I may or may not have the power to fix but fuck it.
I've been, well drunk since 7pm, and I don't know if I'll be sober tomorrow(morning) either.
I'm just so sick of being in control of my out of control life. You don't see it, well it' there.
I'm going to explode, and after I'm done, I won't be getting my security deposit back.