I used to drink a lot and paint naked(not that I still don't drink a lot). I miss that.

Watching Cocktail reminds me of those old good times. That's why I like it. I remember all the women that came and went during those times.
So much to gain, so little aquired.

You learn a lot about yourself when you're at your lowest. Like doing coke off a dirty toilet seat at work, or waking covered in your own vomit, and throwing away all that you own.
Once I quit my job and just biked for months . I'm not going to quit my job now, i like it too much.

It takes a lot of guts to live life on your wits alone, that's all I really wanna do.

I'm going to start painting again.